I remember very little of my
past. I am nothingness, a lost
entity. Once, bliss enveloped me as a
mother’s embrace shields a child from harm.
Now, there are days of emptiness.
All I hear is His laughter, hot and cold at once. No one offers me release.
Once, beautiful songs emanated from
me in liquid rivers of melody. I was a
graceful dancer, my steps flowing and never-ceasing as I cavorted with my
brothers and sisters in perpetual rapture.
The
incident that changed all occurred when an uninvited guest stole into my
mother’s garden. Perhaps, in a way, he
was invited. I know that I often
wondered what lay beyond my mother’s home.
So, am I the one to blame? No one
ever answers this question. All around
me is silence save the ever-present laugh of derision.
She ran through the wood, her breath
escaping in painful gasps. The wood
watched her hurried progress, some of the trees bending as if to offer
protective shelter. Others did not stir,
peering at the fleeing girl with chilling indifference. The girl stumbled but managed not to fall as
she pelted through dense undergrowth.
Behind her, guttural growls and doom-laden footfalls pursued with lightning
swiftness.
Oh,
someone, shield me. The plea ran
through her mind like a mantra, constantly and never-changing. She dared not call to the goddess of her
land, the one whom her uncle revered above all.
Periwinkle?
I am here. Do not be afraid.
A gentle voice stole upon her,
deep-toned and authoritative. Comfort
washed through her, yet she was too frightened to stop her flight. “It’s to the temple with you, girl.” Her
uncle’s voice had been matter-of-fact.
“I cannot keep you, and the goddess needs servants.” She thought of her
best friend, Buttercup, who had gone to the temple, who had lost her life
because of her defiance of the goddess’ commands.
As Periwinkle ran, an apple tree
caught her attention. The golden fruit
upon it shimmered, and a sweet fragrance assailed her nostrils. Periwinkle hurried to the tree, intending to
stop just for a moment. A trill of
birdsong made her gaze upward. Upon a
bough of the beautiful tree, a snow-white wood thrush perched. His melodious notes spilled onto the air in
intoxicating songs of joy. Sit here, my child. Eat and be refreshed.
Periwinkle’s legs suddenly became as
weak as water, and she knew that she could not run another step. She sank to her knees, gasping with exertion.
Behind her, the guttural growls grew
in intensity, and Periwinkle shivered uncontrollably. They will
not see you, child. She heard a
“snick” sound and felt a round object fall to the ground beside her. A shimmering golden apple. Her mouth began to water, and her stomach
growled with hunger. As Periwinkle
retrieved the apple from the ground, movement caught her eye. Blinking, she stared as a resplendent animal
approached her. There was no denying the
kind of animal this was. Periwinkle
stared in shock.
She is so beautiful. I am drawn to her as an ordinary mule is
drawn to its feed box after a day of arduous toil. Her chestnut hair is bound in a
lavender-colored kerchief, yet tendrils have escaped and cascade down her
back. Her eyes are a piercing blue, as
blue as a still lake. She is
frightened. I can tell by her trembling
hands and pale skin.
Tentatively, I approach on quivering
legs. She will not see what I have
become. I know because of her
stare. Though she is terrified, she is
mesmerized. She sees my dappled coat, my
piercing eyes and the shimmering horn that adorns my forehead. My heart pounds. I am frightened, too.
Periwinkle stared in fascination at
the approaching unicorn. All the nursery
tales she had heard from her mother before the plague that had taken both her
parents flashed through her mind. This
beast was real and so very beautiful.
Shaking, she held out her hand.
The wood thrush sang reassuringly.
Hold still, child. He is frightened as well. Then, his song seemed to travel beyond her
until it directly addressed the unicorn, Fallen
One, my lost child, go to her. The
song throbbed with compassion.
The unicorn emitted a strange sound,
an agonized wail of pain. He tossed his
head and stared at the apple tree. His
hooves pawed the ground, and he neighed with shrill cries. It was as if great pain had seized this
beautiful beast. The wood thrush
continued singing, The other girl is
safe. She is with me, now. This girl longs to help you.
Periwinkle rose shakily to her
feet. She knew if she stepped beyond the
shelter of the tree, her pursuers would be upon her. Yet, the unicorn’s distress filled her with
sadness. Clutching the golden apple, she
approached the trembling creature and held out her hand. “Are you hungry?” The unicorn lowered its
head and gently took the apple from her.
Suddenly,
a thunderous roar shattered the stillness, and two Black Dogs rushed into
view. Their eyes gleamed with brutal
light, and their jowls dripped saliva.
One of them lunged for Periwinkle’s throat, his growl growing
louder. The maiden fell to the ground,
her cries of pain fading under a resounding bellow of anger.
I rush into the milieu of growling
and screams. One of the dogs lies atop
the girl, his mouth inches from her throat.
The other pinions her legs to the ground so she cannot move. My horn darts forward, and I attempt to impale
each dog. I know who I truly am, and
none can stand against me.
The Dogs see my true nature, my
enormous frame, my cloven hooves that can pulverize worlds as I run. Yet, my efforts are futile. They do not run from my attack. Just as the yellow-haired girl stood before
me on that fateful day, the one who tried to bind me with a glimmering golden
halter. She had stopped, jewel-like
tears flowing down her cheeks and turned away.
“I cannot!” she had cried, “I will not!” I do not know what happened
after that, only that she crumpled to the ground before me.
The Black Dogs simply growl, so
intent ar they to do the bidding of another.
Once again, I try to intervene, yet nothing can be done.
A trill of birdsong, the same song
that I heard a moment before, bursts upon the guttural growls. Go!
Leave her! The voice is terrible in its anger, yet it is overwhelmingly
sad. She
is not yours. I remember that same song
from long ago, a song that I should know how to sing. Yet, the words do not come. The song had been sung to the yellow-haired
maiden on that fateful day as well, a song that brought peace to her even as
she lay dying.
The growling stops abruptly, and the
Dogs cower in fear. One of them
whines. Quickly, they release the girl
and turn to run.
Suddenly, that ever-present laughter
floods my mind. I whinny in fright. He appears before me, the guest who stole
upon me in my mother’s garden. The one
who embraced me and promised me beautiful things. “My slave,” his fiery voice seeps into my
heart. “So, you look at this girl with
longing, do you? Must I remind you of
another girl, the one my sister bid bind you? Mortals will only bring you
trouble.”
I paw the ground, tossing my head in
an attempt to rid myself of that beautiful yet unendurable voice. “This girl who lies before you left her home,
escaping from a fate that awaited her.
My sister is none too pleased.”
“No, brother.” Another voice steals
upon my heart, one that is cold yet oddly kind.
It lacks the menace of its male counterpart, and I feel enveloped in a
cocoon of comfort. “There is no need to
frighten the creature. You are much too
brash in your approach.” A hint of amusement fills the voice. “Sweet unicorn, she will be well, but only if
you help her. The Black Dogs have
wounded her, and she will die an agonizing death. You can make her suffering vanish. Simply finish the Black Dog’s work. She will feel no pain.”
That other voice guffaws. “What foolishness is this, sister? He is
mine!”
“Silence, brother,” the icy voice
hisses. “Leave us in peace.”
I bend my head over the quivering
maiden. She gasps, and I realize that
she now sees my true form. Anger, hot
and overpowering, surges through me.
Will she reject me as well? Always, the incessant screams of puny
mortals! Always their running feet as they flee from my presence! I lower my
head, preparing to strike. Centuries of
bloodshed bursts upon my mind. One more
death will hardly—
A form towers over the girl, a
glowing man. My horn sinks into his
chest, barely inches from his heart. A
crimson jet of blood spurts forth, falling onto the girl’s wounds. I watch as the wounds close. The girl sits up, her eyes surveying the man
and then turning upon me. I expect to
see anger and hatred, yet I can only discern sadness. She reaches out a trembling hand and caresses
my head. “I wish I could help you,” she
murmurs.
I hear the icy voice cry out in
anger. No longer is her tone
comforting. “I must have her! She is to
serve in my temple!”
The man addresses the voice. “She is not yours, Life-In-Death.” Turning to
me, he says, “You needn’t listen to her.
I am here to help you. You will
be liberated.”
“He lies,” the voice murmurs. “Where was he when my brother came to your
home? If he speaks truly, how do you account for all the pain you endure? Trust
in me, poor creature. I will be a mother
to you, providing for your every need.”
Mother. I murmur the word in my mind, caressing it
and clutching it to my heart. I stare
for a moment at the majestic man, then turn away and bow my head. What
must I do, Great One?
Gentle arms wrap around me, a
soft hand caresses my mane. I nicker and
lower my head, placing it in a lavender-scented lap. Briefly, a sharp coldness shrouds me, and I
feel the bite of a golden halter gently being slid over my neck. “Sometimes, it is best to do things
yourself. That fool of a goblin will
have what he seeks.” the icy voice is filled with triumph. “You will hardly think to pierce me as you
pierced the one who bore you. Is that not
so, creature?” Her voice is filled with laughter, the same derisive laughter as
her brother’s. I realize what I have
done, yet there is no remedy. Then, all
is silent.
Periwinkle stood beneath the
towering apple tree, her place of servitude.
Many people stumbled upon this place, people fleeing the Dark Brother
and his Sister. They never stayed long,
for this was merely a stopping post on longer journeys. She offered weary travelers apples and
counsel. The wood thrush guided her in
what to say, and she obeyed his voice.
Hoofbeats pounded in the distance,
and a shimmering form approached her, an all-too familiar Fallen One. Periwinkle held out her hand, inviting the
tarnished creature to approach. He
hesitated, but did not come forward. He
simply gazed at her. Words filled her
mind. I go to the wilderlands. I must
wait for a maiden there.
“Why must you? Won’t you go to the
haven that awaits you? My Master will take you there.”
The unicorn tossed his head. I do my
master’s bidding, not yours.
He turned away preparing to
leave. Periwinkle proffered a golden
apple. Her eyes shimmered with
tears. The unicorn bent his head and
took the gift she offered. Then, pawing
the ground, he whinnied in anger. What must I do? The question stabbed
into Periwinkle’s mind, making her step backward. His voice was full of such frightening anger
and desperation.
A trill of birdsong provided comfort
to Periwinkle’s mind, and she listened to her Master’s answer. Gently, she addressed the unicorn, “My Master
says you must die.”
After a moment, the unicorn turned
and walked away, his cloven hooves barely creating a stir as he tread lightly
upon the lush grass. Periwinkle never
saw him again.
I do not understand. She still reaches to me, and so does the one
she serves. Yet, I am a ruin, a
worthless creature. I journey to do my
master’s bidding. Perhaps one day I will
understand. I will know how to rid
myself of this cursed existence. I will
journey home.
For
a moment, I stare at the maiden who refused to hate me. She need have no fear, for I will not harm
her, yet I long to experience what she does.
She is special. I turn and walk
away. For the first time in a long
while, a seedling of peace germinates within me.
Perhaps
all will be well.
10 comments:
Meredith, this story is so beautiful and sad--I love Anne Elisabeth's take on unicorns, and love how you've decided to tell the story of one of them. Lovely work!
That was gorgeous, Meredith! I was sure that this was the unicorn that Rosie had to kill when you said that it must die. I love this.
Once again, thanks for your kind comments, Ms. Rebekka. Yes, Mrs. Stengl's unicorn is the only "evil" one I've ever encountered, yet he was unbelievably sympathetic. I loved his character in Moonblood, particularly his ultimate decision. His character broke my heart, and I wondered how Lady Life-In-Death captured him. Also, the folkloric imagery of pure maidens capturing unicorns with golden halters is so sad and beautiful at once.
Molly: Thanks so much for your kind comments. Yes, it is the same unicorn, or, as near as I can describe him. This is the first story I've ever written where sections are told from a male perspective, so it was a challenge. However, it was lots of fun, and I loved his character so much.
God bless you all.
The imagery in your story is spectacular! It was so interesting to read from the POV of the unicorn! Good work!
Meredith, this is ethereal in its beauty. The writing is so lyrical and lovely. I was so fascinated to learn more about the Unicorn. A sad, beautiful story made triumphant for the complete story as shown in 'Moonblood'. I love this!
Thank you, Genn and Hannah, for your kind comments and encouragement. I remember when first encountering the unicorn that I found myself having to reread the scenes several times. I'd never met such a heartwrenching non-mortal character. I could just visualize how he longed to do right but was bound to Vahe's service with no relief. That scene with him, Diarmid and Imraldera still has the capacity to make me come totally unglued. I've had my parents ask what in the world was the matter, and its impossible to describe how moving this creature is. Mrs. Stengl was truly inspired to create this unicorn, because its a perfect depiction of Creation under the curse of sin, (Romans 8). God bless you.
Wow...I've found the unicorn in Moonblood to be one of the saddest stories in the series, and this story captured that perfectly and explains so much--how he was forced into servitude, and why he wants to die. Great work!
Thanks, S.F. Gorske. I'd love to see if Mrs. Stengl has another story with a fallen child of Hymlume in the future, or perhaps one with a star that chose not to fall. That imagery just fascinates me, because it shows how all creation lives and is meant to reflect and glorify God. I hear about the vastness of space, meteor showers, black holes and all the rest, and it just boggles my mind that there is so much out there. A battle rages throughout the entire universe, affecting the stars and every aspect of life. Thankfully, God is ultimately in control. How cool! God bless.
Great job!
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