Dedication: In memory of my grandfather, Lilbern Rutledge, (1925-2014), a man of
humility, wisdom and courage, a man who opened my eyes through the use of touch,
sound and scent.
His
heroism as a medic during World War II serves as a beacon of hope in my life. I
can never adequately express my love and gratitude.
The
land pulsed with death, for the Dragon’s poison saturated the once vibrant
soil. The acrid stench of the poison sank into unwary nostrils, and despair
took root. Birds no longer trilled their jubilant notes upon the air, and all
was still. Only the Dragon’s triumphant laughter could be heard.
Goldfinch
knelt by the makeshift cot, trembling with pain. Tears coursed down her
nut-brown cheeks, and she repeatedly rubbed the damp cloth along the old man’s
fevered brow. “You can’t leave me,” she whispered fiercely, “I won’t let you.”
The
man feebly lifted his hand, a small smile upon his parched lips. Water was
scarce, for the Dragon’s occupation had lasted so very long. So much was lost,
including the very liquid that sustained life. “Goldy, don’t hold me here. I
have to cross the Final Water sometime. We all do, you know.” Grandfather’s
voice, once so deep and majestic, a voice of the finest music, was now as crumpled
as a falling leaf.
Goldfinch
shivered. “The Dragon’s taken so much, Grandfather,” she whispered. “Now he
wants you, too. I’m only thirteen. What will I do without you?”
“You’ll
live, child, and you’ll make me proud.” Deergrace lay back upon the cot, his
eyes closing in sleep.
Goldfinch
emitted a soft whimper and shakily rose to her feet. She left the cottage,
desperate to find some more water. She knew the search was pointless, but she
had to do something. As Goldfinch strode through the overgrown grounds, she
thought regretfully of how this land had once been so beautiful. Grandfather
had worked with other groundskeepers to prune the mango trees that grew in
riotous profusion around the Eldest’s House. Now, of course, the trees were
dying. Deergrace lamented this fact constantly, and Goldfinch lamented it, too,
for it meant that mango cider, her favorite drink, would be scarce from now on.
She trudged through the weeds toward the well behind their cottage. She knew it
was dry, but—
O-Lay! O-Lee!
A strange sound stole upon Goldfinch’s ears. She recognized the trill of
birdsong. She almost thought she heard words in the song. She scanned the area
around her but saw nothing. Shrugging, she turned back to the well, lowering
the bucket suspended above it. No splashing sound met her ears. The absence of
the water’s reassuring chatter caused the girl to lose all vestige of strength.
She crumpled to the ground, curling into a fetal position and rocking to and
fro. The memories came, yanking her mind with vicious claws and forcing her to
attend to them.
*****
Goldfinch
had been summoned to the Eldest’s House on her thirteenth birthday. The young
prince was returning from his sojourn in the mountain country, and two visitors
were accompanying him. Extra kitchen staff was needed. Deergrace was a groundskeeper,
a loyal servant of Eldest Hawkeye. Therefore, it was only natural Goldfinch
procured a job in the Eldest’s kitchens. She worked there each day and walked
home with Grandfather when the day’s work was done.
Goldfinch
remembered preparing tarts, puddings and pies for endless dinners. She
remembered glimpsing a fiery-haired beauty of a girl, a girl whose face was so magnificent
that Goldfinch was immediately drawn to her. She also remembered an oily-haired
dandy of a boy, a boy she often saw writing in the library when she brought
tea. The boy and girl never paid her any mind, of course.
“The
fiery-haired girl’s so pretty, Grandfather.” Goldfinch sat before the hearth,
peeling a mango Deergrace had brought her. She relished the days he brought her
souvenirs from his work, and the fruit’s sweet scent wafted through the
cottage, mingling with the clean, sharp scent of cedar. Deergrace was indulging
in his favorite hobby of whittling. Goldfinch listened to the swish-clink of
his carving knife as it scraped along the wooden log. Shavings fluttered to the
floor like newly-fallen snow, crumbling into a fine powder. “She walks like a
doe, so very graceful, and her voice is deep and flowing, like a river.”
“Sure
enough?” Deergrace raised his head, brushing some wood dust from his palms. “And,
how does she appear to you, Goldy?”
Goldfinch
blinked. “I just told you. She’s so pretty. Her hair’s—“
“Now,
you know what I mean, girl. Is she happy, sad or what?”
Goldfinch
shrugged. “Happy, I suppose. Everyone knows she’s to marry the prince. I’d be happy if a prince asked to marry me.”
Deergrace
laughed, resuming his task. “Well, I’ve seen
her walking in the gardens, and believe me, she’s not happy. Nor, I might add,
is that young lad who follows her with his eyes like a lovesick puppy. He just
sits by the Starflower fountain and pretends to read, but he’s not.”
Goldfinch
gaped. “What lad, Grandfather?”
“That
slick-haired young one, my girl. They all think he’s at his writing and reading
all day in the library, but we groundkeeper’s know better.” He smiled. “Don’t
think just ‘cause they’re higher-ups in this world they’re happy, child. And,
their looks don’t mean anything, either. Haven’t I told you what always counts?
It’s character. Fine feathers don’t make a fine bird, you know.”
Goldfinch
flushed. Involuntarily, her hand touched the limp, mouse-brown hair that lay
against her neck in a tangled shamble. Unlike many Southland maidens,
Goldfinch’s hair was unruly and decidedly unappealing. It was so vastly
inferior to their land’s heroine’s luxuriant tresses. Goldfinch would never
admit it, but when she was young, she loved reenacting Maid Starflower’s heroic
battle with their land’s terrifying enslaver, the Wolf Lord. She’d arrange the
wooden figures Deergrace carved for her, placing the hound in front, the maid
in the center and the wolf behind. Then, she’d move the figures according to
her wishes, reenacting that historic battle of bravery. She never wondered why
Grandfather had made a hound instead of a wood thrush. The fountain in the
Eldest’s courtyard depicted a thrush upon Maid Starflower’s shoulder, and it
was a historical monument. Goldfinch simply took it for granted that, in
Grandfather’s mind, a hound would make more sense as a guide for the maiden. After
all, the villain in the story was a wolf.
Goldfinch
often despaired about her hair, but that was nothing as to her nature. She knew
she’d never be as brave as Southland’s most famous heroine. Nor would she want
to be if she were honest with herself. She would never want to face a wolf.
*****
The
day the Dragon came was a day of magnificent beauty. The air was redolent with
lovely fragrances, and the sun shone its buttery light. Goldfinch carried a cup
of black coffee and a plate of mango muffins to the visiting prince’s room. She
knocked upon the door. A muffled voice bade her enter.
Goldfinch
stepped over the threshold, placing the breakfast tray upon a table. She heard
someone moving about the room and glimpsed the sallow face and oiled hair of
the visiting prince. Wasn’t his name Foxbrush? Clearing her throat, she said,
“I’ve brought you your breakfast, sir.”
The
young man turned toward her, his face even paler than usual. “Uh, I, um, that
is to say, thank you. I-I thought I’d prefer a repast in here today, as it
were. I have a headache and needed to be alone, you see.”
Goldfinch
smiled. Why was he telling her this?
“Yes,” she murmured. “If you need anything else, then—“
Foxbrush
frowned, fingering his fancy dress shirt with trembling fingers. “I-I think
what you’ve brought will suffice. I mean, how much food does one person need?”
Goldfinch
laughed before she could stop herself. “Well, you’re nobility, aren’t you? I’ve
known some visitors to eat a whole rasher of bacon and a whole two pans of
muffins. I just meant if you needed anything at all, you only have to ask.”
“Thank
you, but this food is more than adequate. That is to say—“ His voice trailed
away abruptly, and his eyes strayed to a desk upon which was arrayed a
profusion of paper. Hastily, he said, his voice tense, “I do need—That is, Do
you serve Mistress Daylily?”
Goldfinch
shook her head. “I’m merely a kitchen servant, sir. I—“
“Quite
all right. It’s not important.” Once again, Foxbrush surveyed the paper upon
his desk. “I hadn’t any intention of giving—“ He frowned, snatching a muffin
and taking a small bite. His eyes widened in surprise. “They’re quite
delicious,” he murmured, crumbs dribbling down his chin. He flushed with
embarrassment.
Goldfinch
smiled. “My grandfather doesn’t cook much, but he taught me to make mango
muffins. My grandmother used to make them before she died. Grandfather always
said, “Meadowlark, if the Song Giver summons you before he does me, I won’t let
you leave until you show me how to make those muffins.” He taught me, and Cook
lets me make them occasionally.”
Foxbrush
nodded, a small smile upon his pale lips. “Mother made mango muffins for
Father. He wasn’t home often, but they were his favorite breakfast whenever he
was. She doesn’t make them anymore.” His smile faded, and he abruptly sat the
half-eaten muffin down. “You may go now,” he murmured. “I have some work to
complete.”
Goldfinch
flushed with embarrassment. What was she thinking, talking to a superior as if
he were an equal? Hastily, she curtsied and turned to leave.
A
sharp intake of breath caught her attention. She turned back in time to see
Foxbrush staring out the window. His lips were moving, but no sound issued
forth. His cheeks were redder than blood, and he was trembling. From outside,
Goldfinch heard the clattering of horses’ hooves and the happy chatter of
voices. Softly, she said, “That must be Prince Lionheart and the lady. He was
taking her riding today.”
Foxbrush
turned from the window, and his voice was a broken snarl when he said, “I told
you you could go. Leave me alone, can’t you? I-I don’t need any—”
The
morning beauty shattered like a crystalline goblet. A roaring blaze of flame
obscured the sun, and all dissolved into confusion. Goldfinch ran amid a
maelstrom of panic-stricken people. She didn’t know where she was going or what
she was doing. She only knew that danger was near, and she must escape it.
She
felt someone push past her and saw a slight figure swathed in veils. Then she
saw Foxbrush join a group of men. Trailing along in the throng, she could only
watch as the men converged upon the castle doors. They thrust them open despite
the Eldest’s desperate protestations, and the acrid, roiling poison surged
inside the Eldest’s House. Goldfinch gasped and crumpled to the ground, her
mind emptying of all thought but despair.
*****
The
scent of cedar was the first thing Goldfinch noticed as she awakened. The scent
was clean and pungent. Although the scent could not keep the stench of Dragon
poison at bay, it lessened it somewhat. She heard the sound of a carving knife
against wood and Grandfather’s off-key voice singing:
“Beyond the Final Water
falling,
The Songs of Spheres
recalling,
When poison comes to
steal your heart away,
Won’t you trust in me?”
Goldfinch
raised her head, but Deergrace made her lie back down. “Where am I?” she
whispered.
“In
the cottage, Goldy,” Grandfather murmured gently. He stroked her hand with his
strong fingers. “I found you in the midst of the confusion and brought you
home.”
Goldfinch
shuddered, asking what had happened. It was then that she learned that a Dragon
had lain siege to the Eldest’s House. “He sought a princess,” Deergrace
murmured. “He’s bound our land and won’t relinquish his hold.” He clenched his
teeth, his features growing stony with anger.
Goldfinch
learned that many people died the first day Death-In-Life came. Nothing in
Southlands would ever be the same again.
Over
the next few weeks, under Deergrace’s tender care, Goldfinch grew strong. Even
as she did, Grandfather grew weak. He wilted like a starflower, and though his
spirit never diminished, it was clear his body was failing. Goldfinch knew that
he was dying because of her. He had breathed in a great amount of poison when
he sought her out and brought her home. She knew that she couldn’t allow him to
die. She just couldn’t. Grandfather had cared for her ever since she was little.
He’d taken her in when her parents had died of fever. She owed him something,
didn’t she? She loved him, and he mustn’t leave her
*****
The
memories receded, and Goldfinch stood, journeying back toward the cottage. She
wouldn’t allow Grandfather to see her cry, for she had to be strong.
O-Lay! O-Lee!
The strange song stole upon her again. It was as gentle as before but more
insistent. Goldfinch turned toward the sound, her eyes alighting upon a
majestic fig tree that towered above her. Grandfather had planted seeds years
before she was born. Oddly, in the midst of so much devastation, the fig tree was
as beautiful as ever. Its branches stretched toward the sky, and a profusion of
golden fruit sparkled upon them. Beneath the tree lay a cluster of fallen figs,
their sweet scent wafting upon the air. Without thinking, Goldfinch retrieved
the figs and placed them into the folds of her garment. She looked at the tree
again and blinked in surprise. Perched upon one of the branches was a
brown-speckled bird. It cocked its head at her, notes of pure silver issuing
from its beak. The bird was not impressive in appearance, certainly not as
vibrantly plumaged as other species. Goldfinch smiled as she thought this, and
even the bird seemed to smile, almost as if he could read her mind. “Fine
feathers don’t make a fine bird,” she whispered, recalling Grandfather’s words.
Despite the
unimpressive appearance, there was no denying the
self-assurance and majesty of this creature. Goldfinch tentatively approached
the tree, allowing the bird’s music to fill her mind. The music rang clearer
than ever, and she realized that the bird was indeed singing words:
“Beyond the Final Water
falling,
The Songs of Spheres
recalling,
When poison comes to
steal your heart away,
Won’t you trust in me?”
Goldfinch
gasped, and she whispered, “That’s my grandfather’s song.”
The
bird flew from the tree and hovered before her. Yes, it is his song as it is mine. I taught it to him.
“Y-You’re
a bird. How can I understand you. How can you teach him songs.”
Oh, my child, I teach
songs to all who will listen. Deergrace hears and understands as do you. I am
the Song-Giver. The bird flew closer to her, rubbing a
feathered wing against her hand. Soothing warmth filled her, bringing comfort
that temporarily broke through the poison of despair. I have a task for you, my child. Will you trust me?
Goldfinch
emitted a broken cry, her mind returning to Grandfather’s plight. Suddenly, she
thrust the bird away from her, hissing, “Song-Giver indeed! Where were you when
Death-In-Life came? Why did you not stop Grandfather from finding me? He’s
dying, and it’s all your fault! You can prevent sickness, or that’s what the
legends say? Why didn’t you let me die so that he would live?“ She sobbed yet
again, hating herself for acting like an infant, especially in this creature’s
presence. “Leave me alone.”
The
bird vanished, and Goldfinch blinked, relief, regret and guilt pummeling her. Then
she heard a whimper of sadness, and something stood by her side. Turning, she
gaped as her eyes beheld a golden hound. Light poured from him in dazzling rays,
and tears flowed from his eyes. He lowered his head, placing it against her
leg. I was here, my child, as I am
everywhere. I wept for my children
even as I weep now, and I have appointed warriors to thwart Death-In-Life’s
schemes. You are one such warrior. Even if I diverted the courses of the rivers
and gave Lume and Hymlume new songs to sing, I would not stop love from being
revealed. Your grandfather loves you, and he’d move mountains so that you would
survive. He sees the warrior’s spirit within you. Deergrace knows that you are
one of many who will fight.
Goldfinch
shuddered, her anger continuing to pace within her like a rabid wolf. “I-I
don’t know who you are, or what you’re talking about. I’m no warrior. I’m
scared of my own shadow.“
You know me, for
Deergrace has shown you to me. And, incidentally, Starflower was just as
frightened as you when she faced the Wolf Lord. Being frightened is irrelevant.
It doesn’t determine a person’s bravery. If anything, Fear is Courage’s
forerunner. The battle is mine, and I have overcome. The only thing you must
decide is whom you will serve. Then bravery will follow, for I will help you.
Goldfinch
crumpled to the ground, burying her face in the hound’s glossy coat. This time,
she wept tears of cleansing release. The hound lay down beside her, and he wept
great tears of his own. Their tears mingled together, and the Dragon poison
fled from Goldfinch’s heart.
When
her weeping was spent, Goldfinch whispered, “Grandfather knows you, doesn’t
he?” She thought of the wooden figures he’d carved for her, the majesty of the
hound, the trustful stance of the maiden and the lonely, starved crouch of the
wolf.
Deergrace has seen me
in many forms, and he knows the true story of Starflower’s battle. He’s a
knight in my service, one who always prefers a quiet life away from the battlefield.
Yet that doesn’t mean he isn’t a soldier. His work involves the battles’
aftermath. He binds wounds and gives encouragement to other soldiers. He also fights
here, his weapons of choice being his carving knife and voice. He’s taught you
much, has he not?
Goldfinch
nodded, knowing that the hound spoke the truth. After a moment, she said, “I
cannot face a wolf like Maiden Starflower. I’m too frightened.”
The
hound looked at her penetratingly, a slight smile within his golden eyes. My child, you will fight a Dragon. I’ll be
beside you. Even as he said this, his hound form dwindled before her, and
she felt herself being lifted into the air. A sound of rushing water filled her
ears, and she realized the Song-Giver was carrying her. He had transformed into
a stream of living water. As he bore her away, he gave her instructions as to
what she must do.
*****
The
Eldest’s grounds huddled into themselves, drinking the despair their dark
master gave them. They wept with pain even as the Dragon laughed. He sat atop
the ruins of the Starflower fountain, imbibing the heady wine of pain. Even as
he reveled in the death surrounding him, his dark heart throbbed with the desolation
of thwarted desire. That cursed goblin princess! How long must he wait before
she accepted his kiss? How long before—
Movement
caught Death-In-Life’s roiling eyes, and he surged from his perch, his wings
thundering as he advanced toward the castle gate. His prey was returning, and
he must let her in, for he was a gracious host.
The
Dragon approached the gate, hesitating as he beheld a slight figure with
disheveled hair and trembling hands. He laughed, the sound reminiscent of an
inferno of flame. “Why, a young maiden who’s come to present herself to her new
king. And who might you be?” His voice rumbled like thunder. The tones were
amused. He stood before the gate, grinning at the creature who stood outside.
Goldfinch
trembled with terror, but she clutched the bars of the gate and whispered,
“I’ve come to give you a message.”
“Indeed?
And what might that message be?” Death-In-Life spoke condescendingly, but his
eyes flamed.
Goldfinch
swallowed. She had to be certain to say the words exactly. “Eshkhan has ordered
that you leave the fig trees alone and that the future king not be taken into the
netherworld.”
Death-In-Life
flinched away from her when she said the hated name of his enemy, but he
hissed, “Tell him the future king has been sent into exile. As for the fig
trees, this is my demesne now, and I’ll do what I please. He has no power here,
and—“
“The
future king of Southlands is here.” Goldfinch did not understand what she was
saying, for the Song-Giver had simply given her the message to deliver. He
hadn’t explained what the message meant. She stepped back as the Dragon plowed
into the gate, his face drawing even closer to her. Shaking, she reached into
the folds of her threadbare dress, holding aloft a cloth-wrapped bundle. A
sweet fragrance burst upon the air, so powerful that the Dragon’s acrid poison
diminished before it. She tore the cloth open, revealing the cluster of golden
figs she’d retrieved from beneath Grandfather’s tree. “He’s here,
Death-In-Life, and you don’t even know it,” she whispered.
The
Dragon flared the crest upon his head even as doubt shone in his eyes. “It’s
not possible,” he murmured to himself, “I’ve admitted no one. Even so—“
Abruptly, the gate opened before him, and he flew from the Eldest’s grounds,
leaving Goldfinch standing alone. The gate remained open.
Goldfinch
entered the smoke-shrouded courtyard, holding the parcel of figs before her. She
inhaled the figs’ sweet aromas, relieved that they kept more poison from
entering her mind. She trudged through the ash-strewn ruins, observing the bare
boughs of mango trees and the crushed starflower vines. The Song-Giver had said
he’d be beside her, but when he deposited her before the gate, he’d vanished. Yet
his instructions had been clear, so--
A
sound broke upon her ears. It was coming from in front of her. Trembling, Goldfinch
approached the ruins of the once majestic Starflower fountain. She gasped when
she spied the sallow-faced young man she’d brought breakfast too only a few
weeks ago. He huddled by the fountain, his head bowed and a look of utter
despair upon his face. In his hand, he clutched a stone wood thrush, the only
piece of the fountain that had been unscathed. He shook with sobs, and his eyes
were wild as they surveyed the area around him. “My lady,” he murmured
repeatedly, “where are you?”
Goldfinch
approached him, compassion filling her heart. “The Dragon’s gone now,” she
whispered, “but he’ll return any moment.”
Foxbrush
surged to his feet, his eyes fastening upon her. Without warning, his hand shot
forward, clamping onto her arm. He began pulling her toward the Eldest’s House,
all the while speaking in an incoherent babble, “Y-You shouldn’t be—I mean,
that demon will—I’ll help you—“
Goldfinch
smiled at him, placing in his hand the parcel of figs. “They’re liquid gold,”
she murmured. “They’ll stave off hunger, and you’ll never forget the taste. My
grandfather grows them.”
Foxbrush
blinked at her, his crazed, frightened stare diminishing slightly as he
recognized her. “You were there when he came,” he whispered.
Goldfinch
nodded, gently taking Foxbrush’s arm and propelling him toward the castle door.
“I’ll get you inside, then I must—“
A
volley of flame erupted in the courtyard as the Dragon descended. He circled
the grounds, his rumbling laughter a pulse of pain that beat incessantly
against Goldfinch’s heart. “You’re a devious wench,” Death-In-Life called to
her, his wings thundering as he approached the open gate. “Thought to frighten
me, did you? Well, I saw that whey-faced coward of a prince, and he fled from
my very gaze. I think it best you leave here before I lose my sense of humor. Shall
we do this the easy way, or shall we have some fun? I’ll give you a moment to
decide.” He descended behind her, taking his seat upon the ruins of the
fountain. He lowered his head and folded back his wings. He waited.
Goldfinch
took only a moment to decide. Hoping the young man would understand, she lunged
at him, snatching the wood thrush from his shaking hand. “Run,” she hissed. Then
she turned toward the Dragon, stepping toward the demolished fountain that
served as his throne. She placed the stone wood thrush upon the ground and
began to run. Behind her, a roaring bellow rose higher and higher, but that
sound of fury could not overpower the other sound she heard. A cacophonous
roaring filled the air, the sound of a river bursting its banks or a sea at
high tide. Goldfinch stepped through the castle gate, slamming it shut behind
her. Daring one look back, she saw that where the small stone bird had fallen,
now a towering jet of water spewed upward. It issued from a widening chasm. Death-In-Life
hovered above the new fountain, his wings trembling convulsively. He sent forth
countless flames, but still the water continued to flow. Then, slowly, the
water receded. Death-In-Life smiled in triumph, but he flew from the center of
the courtyard, keeping well away from the place the water had flowed. Goldfinch
gasped as she saw the ground shimmer where the water had fallen. It gleamed
like a handful of precious stones. The ash had crumbled to dust, and
life-giving soil was now exposed. She turned and ran toward her home.
*****
The
cottage was silent save for intermittent gasps for breath. Goldfinch sat beside
Deergrace. She clutched his hand, feeling it lie limply in her own. Grandfather
had once had the strongest handclasp of anyone she knew. She whispered, “I love
you.” It was all she could say, for her throat closed.
Grandfather
feebly opened one eye. He couldn’t speak, but he blinked slowly and lay back on
the cot.
Goldfinch
thought of the stories Grandfather often told her. It was said that beyond the
Final Water, the land was lush and green. “Fig trees of gold grow there as do
mango and apple trees. Roses bloom and never fade. Living jewels grow as well,
and the sun is not needed, for the prince and his father provide the light. There
is no pain. I’ll see Meadowlark again, and each moment will be a new
adventure.”
Goldfinch
blinked as she thought of these stories, and she knew what she had to do. “I’ll
be fine,” she managed to whisper. She remembered that Grandfather had told her
she must let him go. Slowly, she took her hand from his and bowed her head. She
heard a wood thrush singing outside the cottage and knew it was the Song-Giver.
He called to his faithful servant, and Goldfinch watched as Grandfather’s pale
visage smoothed into a smile. He sighed and lay still upon the cot. Even as his
body lay still, Goldfinch knew Grandfather walked Eshkhan’s Path, the Asha
lantern in his hand. It would guide him to his new home.
Goldfinch
stood and walked to the cottage door. Outside, she saw the golden hound
standing stock-still, and she knew he waited for her. She walked behind him,
going she knew not where. Yet she knew that he would care for her. They trod
many Faerie Paths until they emerged into a vaulted chamber. At first glance,
the room appeared to be an ordinary room, but it was vast, and upon second
glance, it appeared to be a glade of greenery surrounded by many trees.
A
woman turned from a large desk. She held a quill in hand, and her face was
weary. “Is that you, Cat? It’s about ti—“ She stopped, her face flushing with
embarrassment as she saw the hound. “My Lord, I-Forgive me. I—“
“I’ve
brought someone to help you,” the Song-Giver murmured. He had changed yet
again, this time into a majestic man. He extended his hand, clasping
Starflower’s own. He smiled at her. “She’s from Southlands, and quite an
admirer of you, I might add.” The Song-Giver grinned at them and vanished.
Goldfinch’s
mind reeled as she stared at the woman before her. Maid Starflower stared back
at her, smiling and holding forth her hand. After a long moment, Goldfinch
placed her trembling hand into the hand of her land’s heroine. Before she could
stop herself, she blurted, “When you confronted the Wolf Lord, how did you
feel?”
Starflower
blinked and then murmured, “I was terrified.”
*****
Five
years passed, and, with Maid Starflower’s help, Goldfinch assisted displaced
families ravaged by Death-In-Life’s occupation. When the Dragon fled
Southlands, she returned to the Eldest’s House, helping in any way she could. Although
much rebuilding was necessary, the place in the courtyard where the water had
flowed had remained green and vibrant.
One
day, frenzied preparations for a wedding were taking place. It was not the
wedding that everyone assumed would happen, but another one, a marriage between
Lady Daylily and Prince Foxbrush.
Goldfinch
prepared muffins for a small repast. Once again, the prince had requested
breakfast in his room.
Carrying
the breakfast tray as she had so many years ago, Goldfinch entered Foxbrush’s chamber.
The prince looked as dour as ever. In fact, new lines of weariness were etched
upon his face. He perused a large book, riffling through the pages with fevered
haste. “I’ve brought you your breakfast.“ Goldfinch began.
“Yes,
yes. Just, um, just put it down.” He spoke absentmindedly, not looking up from
his reading.
Goldfinch
hesitated. “I had to use figs in the muffins since there’s not many mangoes
left, but it’s the same recipe, and—”
“Of
course. Quite all right. I-I mean, not much of an appetite today you see, and—“
He looked up, his features growing pensive. He lowered the book and looked at
her more closely. “I ate figs one day during the occupation,” he whispered. “I
almost forgot. They were so sweet.” He suddenly said harshly, “Fig muffins, did
you say?”
Goldfinch
nodded. “Yes, sir. Figs are the only fruit in abundance anymore, and I thought
they’d suffice. The muffins really are quite good. I like mango ones the best,
but--”
Foxbrush
snatched a muffin from the plate she carried. He bit into it, his eyes growing
wide. Cramming the rest of the muffin into his mouth, he snatched another book
and scanned its pages. “I want you to get me something. Can you?”
Goldfinch
nodded. “Yes, Your—”
“Never
mind that. Some figs. Just get me a basket of figs.”
Goldfinch
hastily sat the tray down and left the room. Soon, she returned with an
overflowing basket of fruit. She may not have known it, but she delivered the
seedling of an idea along with breakfast that day. She gave this idea to a
future king. In time, a new fig tree would be planted. The tree would grow on
the very spot the Starflower fountain had once stood.
*****
More
years passed, and Goldfinch served Eldest Hawkeye and his successors well. She
eventually married and bore children who in turn bore her grandchildren. When
the time came for her to cross the Final Water, she found the Asha lantern upon
Akilun’s grave. It shone as a beacon, guiding her straight and true.
Goldfinch
reached the Final Water and stepped within its swirling depths. Monsters of the
Netherworld howled threats, but they kept their distance from the light. The
water cradled her, bearing her in its gentle embrace toward the Farthest Shore.
As she approached it, someone extended a hand and lifted her to her feet. As
she stood upright, the pain and frailness of old age dropped away from her like
an outgrown garment. She sank into her grandfather’s embrace. They wept with
joy, for they had been reunited. Two knights of the Prince were home, and they
would always be together.
Author's Note:
“Fine feathers don’t make a fine bird” is not an original saying. The credit
for that pearl of wisdom goes entirely to my grandfather. God bless you all.
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Meredith... I am so sorry for the loss of your grandfather. : ( And I am so very, very in awe of the wisdom and courage that allowed you to write this to give us hope. This story's natural beauty is compounded by the true love that shines through it. Thank you so much. : )
ReplyDeleteMeredith, that was lovely! Truly lovely! It's beautiful that you took your own pain and healing and allowed the Lord to use them by encouraging others! My mother says that the best authors draw from their own life experiences and then put them into their books. Your story is amazing!
ReplyDeleteAnd may I just ask.... MEADOWLARK?! Are you talking about the same Meadowlark as Sight-of-Day's and Redman's daughter? Or is it a namesake? I'm so very curious!
Also, I think that you interwove the storylines from the Tales wonderfully. You did very well on this, Meredith!
Oh, Meredith! Once again, your beautiful stories mesmerize...
ReplyDeleteIt is especially powerful that you based Deergrace off your own grandfather. The story rings true and beautiful, and entwines perfectly into the Wood.
Thank all of you so much. Yes, it helped me sort out my feelings by writing this, and I'm thankful it provided some encouragement to others. Pa and I were very close, so writing about him helps me.
ReplyDeleteTo Ms. Natasha: Thanks for your question. Actually, I thought Meadowlark was the same at first but now am not sure because that would make Deergrace very old indeed. However, for fun, I'll say that she definitely is the same. Looking forward to reading your story. God bless.
Meredith, again, you are a great storyteller. This works so nicely with the events of the novels, and I think you nicely got Foxbrush. Interesting to think how very much Meadowlark and her family are connected to the King of Here and There. :)
ReplyDeleteYour story is a beautiful tribute to your grandfather and the love you shared.
ReplyDeleteI loved how the Prince was working in the lives of all who were his, never leaving nor forsaking them, guiding them home to the Farthest Shore
Thank for writing this very heartfelt story and sharing the hope that is within you.
Two knights of the Prince were home, and they would always be together.
You did a great job weaving in Foxbrush's story! And it's a wonderful tribute to your grandfather. It's hard to say goodbye to them isn't it.
ReplyDeleteThank you all. To Ms. Rina S: Yes, it is indeed hard saying good-bye. So thankful he's no longer suffering and he's with Jesus, but I definitely miss him. God bless you.
ReplyDeleteThis is absolutely beautiful; a wonderful story and tribute.
ReplyDeleteThat was a wonderful story, Meredith. I'm so sorry about your grandfather. My own grandfather is very ill right now and your story was a reminder that no matter the hardships our Paths may lead us through the Prince will always walk with us.
ReplyDeleteI will be praying for you.
This was such a wonderful story!! And to not only tribute it to your grandfather and integrate him into your story, but to do it so immensely well!! Bravo! It was so beautiful!! And you nailed Foxbrush (one of my personal favorites, so happy to see him in someone's story and written so well!). His interactions with Goldfinch were adorable and so well done!! The message was so beautiful, and it really warmed my heart. And weaving her into the whole fig plotline from Shadow Hand was absolutely genius. Amazing job, Meredith, my dear.
ReplyDeletePrayers and blessings,
Melanie
Meredith,
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing this beautiful story! The love between Goldfinch and her grandfather rings true because of your own experiences. It made me think of my own grandpa, who was the humblest and most gentle man I ever knew. I still miss hearing him pray aloud.
I also love the reminder in your story that we can be used to help and encourage others without even knowing it, by doing deeds that might seem small or insignificant, like the figs. We don't always know the impact we have!
You are all so very kind, and your comments are a true blessing. Thank you for your prayers.
ReplyDeleteMs. Sara: Thank you so much, and I loved your contributions, too.
Ms. Chloe: I'm so very sorry about your grandfather being sick. Will be praying for all your family. It's always so hard when someone is sick, and I will be thinking of you all.
Ms. Melanie: Thank you so very much for your kind comments. So glad that you like Foxbrush, too. I always felt so sorry for him in Veiled Rose and Moonblood and knew that their had to be more to his character than first appeared. It was so wonderful seeing him take center stage in Shadow Hand. I was cheering at the book's climax! And, I kind of liked the idea that Goldfinch kept talking to him despite his shyness. That's something I do, especially when I feel sorry for someone or am nervous. So glad you think I captured Foxbrush's character. Thanks for the encouragement.
Ms. Sara: Thank you so very much. Yes, we all learn so much from our grandparents, don't we? They work so hard and know about humility and courage. And, yes, our actions can have such an impact on others even if we never know it. I have to remind myself of that everyday.
God bless you all and thanks so very much.
Oh, and Ms. Melanie: I love your anomatic to go along with Heartless!
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